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| aw, i'm joining the consensus of people claiming that xanga is dumb now. i'm over it!
in other news, i'm 21! :) thats pretty exciting. sad times, i can't use the excuse that "i'm only a kid" anymore!
school sucks and i want to quit! but i have less than a year left. so.....i'm attempting discipline....we'll see how it goes.
remember how i used to have my life figured out?? well...no more. my future has never been so ambiguous. its a little scary, i'm not gonna lie.
i'm trying to keep the faith, but this road is hard. i've never been so pushed and pulled ....refinement perhaps?
learning a lot about myself....realizing there are a lot of things i don't like....trying not to burn those around me as i walk through the flames.
love. | | |
| a heart of gratitude....
a heart of mercy....
a heart of humble submission....
.....and the walls come tumbling down.... | | |
| prone to wander, Lord i feel it
prone to leave the God i love
take my heart Lord, take and seal it
seal it for the courts above...
the path has been chosen.
yet the heart is deceitful above all things
take my heart Lord....
know that i pray for you. know that i never stop thinking of you. know that the Lord puts burdens on my heart for you. know that i feel your pain, however ambiguous it may be.
this blessed grandeur.....ugh, its so hard. how can it be so hard when eternity rests in our hands?
i want my desires replaced with the Lord's. make my ways blameless and pure. each moment is a chance to surrender. i don't want to become sheltered and afraid. i want to stand in the storm and perservere. even in little decisions, little thoughts and little temptations.....surrender this tepid ground.
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| AH FUN TRIP!
***yesyes, yes it was***is that a hippo?***06/27/1985***i just embarrassed myself***papa johns or pizza hut?***should our napkins be blue or white?***singsong***TIM***if i could bring back tiiiooome***remember that time i hated you?******KENNY***thatta way***
it was so fantastic, full of laughs, lots of love, tons-o-fun. hu's b-day turned out to be the best vacation ever. hey, LOVE!
i wish we had more time. :( | | |
| i'm glad to be home.....
who would have thought?!
but i love my family. i love all of their warts and i love all the irritation and i love how we RUB on each and GRATE on each other cuz we LOVE each other.
its the highest level of dysfunction. but love is at its core.
all these things i'm learning about myself. all these things my heart is pounding for.
keep up the fervor....keep the drive.....
keep the consistancy.
thank you for the prayers.
lets talk, si? | | |
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